I was running down the Penn Avenue sidewalk, revving up for an act of faith. I was conscious and self-conscious. I knew well that people could not fly - as well as anyone knows it - but I also knew the kicker: that, as the books put it, with faith all things are possible. Just once I wanted a task that required all the joy I had. Day after day I had noticed that if I waited long enough, my strong unexpressed joy would dwindle and dissipate inside me, over many hours, like a fire subsiding, and I would at last calm down. Just this once I wanted to let it rip. Flying rather famously required the extra energy of belief, and this, too, I had in superabundance.... I ran the sidewalk full tilt. I waved my arms ever higher and faster; blood balled in my fingertips. I knew I was foolish. I knew I was too old really to believe in this as a child would, testing both the thing itself and the limits of my own courage in trying it miserably self-conscious in full view of the whole world.

You can't test courage cautiously, so I ran hard and waved my arms hard, happy....I was flying.

Annie Dillard, An American Childhood

Come see me in "The Music Man"

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May 11, 2012 - July 22, 2012

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